Animania strikes again!
Now that the 'A's are over and done with, I can devote more time to one of the loves of my life - anime. Some animes have recently caught my fancy and I thought I'd blog about these drool-worthy programmes:
Now that the 'A's are over and done with, I can devote more time to one of the loves of my life - anime. Some animes have recently caught my fancy and I thought I'd blog about these drool-worthy programmes:
So sayeth the
the Killerzephyr
Labels: Anime

This afternoon's photo. Enhanced it a little using PSP
No One - Alicia Keys
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything is gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything is gonna be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry cause
Everything is gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything is gonna be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel
I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try
Try to divide
Something so real
So till the end of time
I'm telling you there is no one
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
Oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...
Happy 2nd month anniversary Kheng Meng! This song is dedicated to you:) Alicia Keys managed to speak my thoughts most eloquently when she sang No One. Do check out the song in Youtube!
Remember: Matte ire yo.
I love you!
So sayeth the
the Killerzephyr
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It's kinda hard to believe that the 'A' levels are actually over. I mean, at one point we all dreaded it coming. Well, it came, dragged on for what seemed like forever, and finally it ended for me on the 13th of November. I feel like I had just fought a war, which is true, figuratively speaking.
Cambridge is evil this year. Prior to the exams someone told me that the 'A' level 2008 would be difficult since last year's was pretty easy, but I brushed this off as a mere rumour. Unfortunately, it turned out that the exams were indeed difficult. No, scratch that. The exams, especially for some subjects, were KILLERS. I can most certainly kiss goodbye my distinctions already.....
General Paper: I received the first hint that this year's exam is not going to be easy upon scannning the list of 12 essay questions in Paper 1. With a sinking feeling, I realized that none of the 'usual' topics such as environment, women, media and poverty were being tested. Nope. Zilch. Nada. Instead, we got 'less common' topics like..... statistics? reading? migration? I chose the one on migration because I learnt about it in Human Geography. Paper 2 was worse. The comprehension passage was easy enough, it's about the importance of History. Sadly, the same can't be said for the questions, which were TOUGH. And once again, I did not finish the stupid Application Question. WTF.
Mathematics: The sheer difficulty of Maths hit me like a ton of bricks. No one expected H1 Maths to turn out so hard, after all, 'A' level Maths is usually quite manageable and teachers always say that the paper will turn out easier than the Prelims (which was pretty much a breeze for me). But no, this year our paper contained several terms we were unfamiliar with so there were times when we couldn't even understand what the question wanted. Then there were many questions that we simply didn't know how to do. Like the very last Sampling/Hypothesis Testing question (how the fuck do I combine the freaking sample?!). Not to mention the Trigonometry one (I could only draw the graph. Yippee. One mark for me). After the paper, I pondered over why it turned out so bad. It definitely wasn't due to complacency. I practised hard for Maths and did practices not just from my school but other colleges as well. Nor was it stress; I came feeling only a little nervous. In the end, I concluded that Cambridge was just being particularly evil this year. Now everyone who does H1 Maths swears he/she is going to fail. Double WTF.
Economics: As if it wasn't enough to set a bloody difficult Maths paper, Cambridge just HAD to set a killer of an Economics paper as well. It doesn't help one bit that Econs is my weakest subject. Go figure. Talk about a series of unfortunate events. Esaays are DEAD, people, DEAD. Out of the 6 essay questions to choose from, I could only confidently attempt a grand total of 1. The rest can only be described as stuff we know little about. Why the fuck did they have to ask about imperfect knowledge and immobility of factors (?!) of all things for the market failure question (and how come the H1 Econs people got asked about public goods and merit goods. NOT FAIR.)Multiplier effect? Determinants of trade? SCREW YOU!!!!! At one point, I simply wanted to get up and leave. No point staying on to finish the fucking paper when I just couldn't do it. In the end, I convinced myself to stay and just bullshited my way through. The only comfort I had was that nearly everyone, including people from the top colleges, found this paper terribly difficult as well (Mat and Sam actually thought it was easy. HUH?!). As for the case study, it was thankfully easier than essays. That is not to say it was a breeze, I know I screwed up some stuff. Okay, enough said. Triple WTF.
Geography: Geog was okay. The Physical Geog component was easier than the one I got for the Prelims. For that component, I did the unthinkable: I somehow manage to produce 18 pages of text in 3 hours. I swear I never written so much and so fast in my life! Okay, not every page was fully covered with writing, but still, 18 pages is a lot. I thought my right hand would drop off at the end of the paper but nope, I still managed to find to strength to SMS people. The data response questions in Human Geog were tough, but the essays were fine. Another first time: I managed to conclude both my essays!
History: Southeast Asian History turned out quite fine, I'm especially satisfied with the essay I did on democratic governments. As for International History....... let's put it this way: If you studied the theme on Global Economy, the paper was ok. But if you banked on Cold War and Conflict and Cooperation and pretty much ignored Global Economy, bad move. Because the essays on Global economy were easy, but the Cold War ones were quite hard. And guess what? one of the Cold War questions was about the Berlin Blockade! Mr Kellett never taught us that one (although I have heard about it all right) so you could imagine my shock when I saw a question on that! I didn't know Cambridge could specifically ask about the Berlin Blockade, I thought the only 2 events that can be asked specifically are the Korean War and Cuban Missile Crisis. Conflict and Cooperation component was shocking too: NO ARAB-ISRAELI CONFLICT?! Everyone in Singapore thought that would sure to be tested this year, since Kashmir was tested the year before. Instead, we got religious fundamentalim, which was ok. I am one of the many who focused mainly on the Cold War and Conflict and Cooperation, but most thankfully, I did study some of Global Economy as well. I shudder think what would happen if I didn't, History would have been......history. Turns out that Global Economy saved me; I attepted the 2 questions on that as well as religious fundamentalism. For once, I did not touch any of the Cold War questions.
Needless to say, this 'A' level examinations has not gone well for me. I know Cambridge would probably moderate the Economics and Maths marks, seeing how everyone screwed these subjects up. Still, I dread seeing my marks for these two subjects, and maybe GP too. The 'A' level period has been a most gruelling period. My morale got dented after GP, but after a shitty Maths paper and an even shittier Econs paper, I nearly broke. That's right, I almost sunk into a depression during the 'A' levels. I was so damn dejected because I had worked so hard, and they always say if you work hard, good results will come naturally. Well, screw that. It's no guarantee. And just when all seemed dark and lost, my Dad saved me:
Me (sobbing): Dad, will any university accept me if I fail one subject?
Dad: Yes, there will always be one that will accept you.
Me: Really?
Dad: Yes. I failed 'A' level English but still managed to get into university.
Me: Oh...... and what about your other subjects?
Dad: Well, besides the 'F' in English I scored an A, D and E
Me: I see..... thank you, Dad.
I'd like to add that after university, my Dad managed to move on to pursue his post graduate studies.
It was like that moment in the Lord of the Rings (Return of the King) when Frodo falls face down onto the ground and hallucinates about Galadriel. In his mind, he sees Galadriel walking to him, smiling and as beautiful as ever, and offers him a helping hand. He takes it and pulls himself to his feet so as to face reality again. For me, it was my Dad who extended the helping hand to me. Thanks a million Dad! I couldn't have found the strength to soldier on without you. Thank you, too, Mum, my girlfriends, Clarence and Kheng Meng, for being there for me. I know it was not coomfortable hearing my litany of woes.
The 'A' Levels are over for good now. I'm not wallowing in misery over how it turned out. I do wish it ended on a much happier, more satisfactory note, but I take comfort in the fact that I did what I could for the exams. Whatever results that come my way, I'll just accept it and move on from there. Like my parents told me, there is always a path. Lousy results does not mean it's the end. In fact, it could very well be a new beginning.
I know I'm supposed to be on hiatus but this is a historic moment that needs to be noted:
Obama is president!
The first African-American to become the President of USA. I watched history being made on Channel News Asia, which provided a live broadcast of Obama's victory speech. Change has come! Congratulations Obama!
See Kheng Meng's blog for some videos
And now, the hiatus resumes.
Image from BBC website
So sayeth the
the Killerzephyr
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